How long more do i have to wait ...It feels like i am being sucked into a wrap hole where there is no time and space..Only me alone and isolated in a square box...Being trapped by four walls...No where to run...No where to hide...No where to run....Just staying there until i am able to regain back control of my life...I am already a nihilist...I want it all back..But i cant get it back..Being stuck here..Not knowing which step to take...I may have great friends that support me all the way..But i myself cant bear the pain...the pain where i cant feel pain anymore..I want to feel..To be sad..To be truly happy at least for a day...To love again...How much more do i have to wait...How much more beating do i have to take to get it all back...I want to stay on...I just want to be part of you again..I want to wait..But i know if i do...I will lose everything..But what is there to lose..When i already have nothing to lose...
Sunday, January 31, 2010
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