I Don't Know If I can Take It

Damn it....Although good things comes with price tags...I cant bear this particular one...The price is so expensive..All the memories...All the fun..All the love..Gone just for this...Why ...I don't understand why should I do this..And yet i still do it for the sake of my future...Though it may alter the course of the future...The things that are all lost just for it..Is it worth it??Is it worth giving up for...It sounds stupid to give up everything just for a change of environment...Though it does help...I already feel that i am going to loos more than i can gain...Damn it...