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Saturday, January 2, 2010

So Far Yet Still So Close

Every time i see...I discover more...Every time when i go on an emotional rage...When i do...Emotions run high...Tears flow till there is none...A mind filled with anger and devastation...To know the battle is lost...But to still rage on despite the meaningless efforts of just staying alive??!! That is totally stupid and retarded of me...Being a coward...Moving away from the bitter truth...Really isn't my style..But what can i do...I am already being bombarded by emotional cannon balls even when i am so far away...Imagine what would life be if i stayed...I would be torn and ripped apart...And plus having my two sides!! It will just add more pain and suffering... But I still wanna fight on.. I don't know why...It seems pointless... But i still want to hold on...If there is any assistance out there.. Please... I really need it...

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