Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I beg

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"

~Adele-Someone like you~

You're never a nightmare..
You're the only thing that keeps me thinking of a better future..
For the promise i kept...
I will do it...
Somehow...I don't know how..Somehow.. :')':

I wonder...Even its so close to my doom..Yet i still ponder..oh well...blog it out before it implodes in me..


Do you even still think of me..
Do you even look at my tweets..
Do you look at my wall..
Do you bother to keep track..
Do you even read this blog anymore..
Do you even wonder.....
That i would still ponder..after all this time...
That i would wonder whether you would wonder about all these things...


GOD BRAIN..STOP MIND FUCKING ME :'(..i got SPM u know...

URGH!! CANT THE MADNESS JUST BLOODY STOP??!! :'(

There is no point of going forth..When you feel that the opposition has already given up and moved on...

So...Where do i go from here...

I should not be lying to myself.. Telling myself..Its ok...Your're happy..Everything is fine..Go with the flow..ITS BULLSHIT...I  should just let myself be me..But the thing is..I have been lying to myself so often..I forgot what it was like to be me..What i used to be..Which makes things even worst then what it already was before..

Damn it what is wrong with me..has god actually forsaken me?? :'(