huh..guess i am not what i used to be..all bubbly and sporting crap..now its just dull old me..and sometimes throwing in a cocky stunt knowing sometimes i could not even perform.oh well..life changes.. used to think my old self is a total jerk..guess this new self is more of a dick..oh well..the road is still long..gotta pick up the pieces and piece them together before this turns into a whole new crap hole..xD..gonna push myself to combine the old school..with some fresh stuff.. outgoing.. but not a total jackass..haha!!