It Just Seems Different Without You

Life just seems different without you standing by it...I seem more reckless...Unrational...I always don't think twice before i act...It was not like that before...It was always smiles and joys...Frowns were even turned in to smiles...But i do seem do be more aware of the endless possibilities when an action is performed...Though i do not think twice before i act..I realize the outcomes of my actions...Though it is just my subconscious telling me that..I know that it is never how it used to be...Life seems to be more colourful before...I am not saying it isn't now..It is just dull..Like the colours of a rainbow compared to the colours in the night...Still trying very hard^^...