Love Is A Gamble

How long more do i have to take this bullsh*t...It has already been almost 6 months...6 months of never seeing you..And yet...I still cannot do it...I do think of other people and i admit it..But they all remind me of you..That's the damn problem...I cant raise you from my mind...Why..WHY!!!??? It is like a drug...Once taken..It is hard to not continue...Love is a gamble...You win or lose..It is that simple..Unfortunately..I lost the gamble..Now..I guess i have to pay the price..Which costs 6 months or more of pure bullsh*t and heartbreaks...