Seems Like Your The Better Man

Seems like your the better man...More attention..More care..Less trouble..Less pain...You have done a so much more better job then me...I salute and with all my heart...and with all my heart's contempt..I am glad that she has found you...You make her alive...Jovial..Happy...She has found life in you...Damn i may jealous...But i am happy for both of you ( it can happen..trust me)... Finding love is hard..To maintain it is even harder...I hope you can can love and cherish her for life...as she is someone very special...And the price to pay to let her slip away from your finger tips is too high...Congrats to you both..And gave a lovely and blossoming relationship...

Decisions

Decisions decisions...When will these things don't matter anymore...Stupid decisions...And why does this decisions have to be so stupid and retarded...It plays your mind into a subconscious state...Making you think like there is no tomorrow...This is plain crap...Why cant i make a simple decision..Why must my mind..Over think everything i do...DAMN IT MAN!!!

Love Is A Gamble

How long more do i have to take this bullsh*t...It has already been almost 6 months...6 months of never seeing you..And yet...I still cannot do it...I do think of other people and i admit it..But they all remind me of you..That's the damn problem...I cant raise you from my mind...Why..WHY!!!??? It is like a drug...Once taken..It is hard to not continue...Love is a gamble...You win or lose..It is that simple..Unfortunately..I lost the gamble..Now..I guess i have to pay the price..Which costs 6 months or more of pure bullsh*t and heartbreaks...