List of shit tht happened this hols

1. Stupid parents
2. Fucked up schedule
3. New lappy got prob
4. Skills drop RAPIDLY on the ladder
5. Rotting at home
6. Getting really fat
7. Not doing anything
8. Heartbroken for various reasons best known to myself
9. Useless  parent *see how i retyped this*
10. Tired on a daily basis
11. Emo shizz due to all the nonsense
12. Leads to crappy christmas

AHHH I DUNNO WHAT TO DO!! FML 

Merry X'mas you beautiful monster :)



if yo somehow still read this blog..

Worst christmas ever :'(
Everything just ends up wrong..
Do i look like i care..
Its your jobs..your choice..Dont you guys drag me into your shit..
Screw both of you..
No one to fall back too..


:'( FML!!!

wish college starts faster :'(

You're like a beautiful monster..
In a beautiful nightmare..
I dunno how to rid of you..
Yet i want you so bad..
But in this beautiful nightmare...
Its just a nightmare..
Not a reality..
And everything i do..
Whether its to get rid..
Or to hold you in my arms..
Is hard to come true..
Even with me putting me dreams into motion..

If you somehow see this..
I surely darn wish you'ed tell me...
Have you moved on..
I surely darn hope you do..
But some part of me still dream that you're not..

Oh god SC grow up..move on..wtf is wrong with you :'(

hattin life after SPM..SHIT college better come faster... FUCK THIS :'(

The Christmas decorations..Especially the ones in Mid valley...
Dang how so much has changed..
AHHH...why does this still happen..i thought hardcore gaming would take this away!!!