I'm about to lose my mind...
You've been gone for so long..
I'm running out of time...
I need a doctor..
I need a doctor..
I need a doctor to bring me back to life....

*STOP THINKING AND MOVE ON FOOL...oh wait...maybe i just wanna be that fool who waits for you*

Guess it a no...

No matter how much i try to forget..The harder i try..The harder it is to let go...AHHH!!!!!

~Still dreaming~

I wanna scream out to you...
I wanna let you know so badly...
I wanna plead so badly...
But i am terrified...
Not for me...
But for you...
~sorry~

sometimes the best way to clear your mind..is just to let all your emotions out and lay it on the table

1 week... wow...time passes so slow...

The scariest and most painful part of all this..Is that i dont even feel anything...My heart is numbed..What remains..I too am not sure..BUT dont worry...time heals everything..Or so i say..

Acting is never easy..At least i can cover up my heart..

Trying so hard

Will i ever get a second chance in the future..Just wondering :)

*I Was Gonna Say -Can We Start Over* Just a post to say thanks :)

I know it sucks...Not only for you but for me too..But its based on best decisions..And i can live with that..Here are somethings i would like you to know....If you ever read this post :) *hoping you are reading*

1. Thanks for every passing moment...Every memory..Every photo..I could not have spent it any better with anyone else except you
2. Thanks for the times you brought me up when i am down, giving me support, advice..More than what i can bargain for..(especially the parent part)
3. Thanks for showing me..Love is never lost..It can always be found.
4. Thanks for showing me, that chilling when times are rough can be the best solutions to things.
5. Thanks for letting me know that sometimes change is needed to be a better man.
6. Thanks for everything.
7. Its not your fault. It takes 2 to make things work.
8. I may still wait ...hehe....

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

*see u on thurs ...LOOL*

Hmm...come to think of it..All these unneeded stress..All comes from my own doing..Its pointless actually..It only makes people who care for you worry more about you...I really got to learn how to chill...

Thanks for prompting that out to me bro :D