Three Words

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

I Hate Myself

I cant stop hatting myself...The things that i do...The things that i say..The acts i commit...I do not like it ...Things like being irresponsible..Or disrespectful...I hate it and i still do it..For what?!!This is useless...I hate things that i do and i still do it even i know that it is not right...What benefits do i get??It is like committing murders...Knowing it is bad enough...But you still continue to kill...To Do things you hate...I hate myself for that..Uh..when can i stop all this madness???

You Dont Understand Shit

Mom..What do you know...You think that everything i do..Is for my own fun and pleasure..Fu*k you...You think that this is the 20th century even though i have told you a thousand times it is not..You still don't understand...You think you are always right..Limiting the possibilities....Putting me into distress...You think that you have given me freedom...You think that i have gain exposure VIA you..Screw that...You always think the decisions you make are the greatest..That your say is the ultimate..Well i got news for you..They are not...Your say does not even have a reason behind it...Your says is " Because i am your mom so you are to do as told"...Damn you...In that case...If the king ask you to go to do something you hate...and you declined..He will say" i am the king...You are to do as told..."...HA HA....

Rewind

If i can rewind time..To the time where i can still change all this...To the day i had say that...I really wish i could...How i wish i can change all this things and have it become how it was then...I really wish...I can make things right...I cant continue this crap...Every dying second...I picture you..i think of you..And i regret with all my heart..How and why did i lose my life...It pierces me like a burning knife...If time is rewinded back..I will do anything just to make things back how it used to be...But i know that rewinding time is impossible...It is pointless just to daze at the past..So i will make an effort..To have the future..Look like the past...

Grip Harder

~You got one chance...One opportunity...To seize everything you ever wanted..For one moment..You captured it..You just let it slip..~Eminem

As an opportunity comes forth..WE must always grip it hard..And never let it slip...When we let it slip through our fingers...The lost we feel is tremendous..The thought of losing the things you desire the most...Just like that...It is really a sad and melancholic...Always hold on to whatever we desire..Dreams..Hopes...Opportinities...When it is tightly in our safe hands...Always do whatever it takes to keep it there..Never let go no mater how hard the road can get..Or how many punches you have to take just to grasp the things dearest to you...It is never worth it..To just let it all slip..Because of a slight slip up..Just like dropping an antic vase to the ground...The outcome is never pleasant...

Every Passing Moment

Every passing moment...Usually it will widen the gap...But instead it gets closer...Why does this keep on happening...Every step i take..Every breathe i breath..IT seems to remind me of you..WHy...IT does not make any sense...How long to i have to bear this burden..I just want to let it all go..But i cant let go..It is like all my muscles are having a negative impulse of letting it all go...It seemed like yesterday when we first met...when my heart stoped....now...How am i suppose to move on..when everyday my feelings for you gets stronger?day by day...night by night...until when shall this feeling stop??....

This Day Last Year

Chinese new year...the time when i always leave for another country..The time when i should be having a whale of a time..But it is different since last year...Last year when i left..My heart was still in Malaysia..While i was trying to enjoy..I keep on thinking about you...This year will be even worst...You left ..I stayed...I cant get you out of my mind...How much longer should i wait before i can actually move on..Time is not on my side...It is so slow...I just want it to end..Why cant i stop thinking about you??As i said again and again....I don't want to move on..But if i don't...I know what is coming...

Valantine's Day

As always...It is always a happy occasion on Valentine's day...Love is in the air....Couples cuddling...Notes exchanged...Marriages being proposed...But has anyone ever think of those who are on the flip side??Those people who have lost their love..Those who are always spending Valentine's day alone..Those who are broken-hearted...Valentine's day is no doubt a special and lovely day...But those heartbroken people will go through the whole day suffocating..Knowing that the previous Valentine's..They are with their love...and now..they are all alone...being left behind...no love....no life..no soul...It is a day that they dread...The day which signifies a lost to them...No love is being spread for those who have lost it all...Until the day comes when they find their love back...Valentine's day will be as bad as hell to them..

Obstructions And Obstacles Of Life

Obstructions can really disrupt the course of life...unless you go with the flow and avoid it...The obstruction will make your life stuck at a specific spot...Obstacles can alter the goal that you want to achieve...To be able to eliminate obstacles is better then just to take it on head first...If you take on an obstacle and fail...Then the goals and dreams of what you want will all be disrupted...Sometimes...Some obstacles are good for you..like schooling and examinations...Those obstacles have to be taken on...Bad obstacles like drugs and taboos have to be avoided...Although obstacles have to be overcome as fast as possible...For now...I will never go past this obstacle..Because i know that if i wait long enough..If i will just be patient...I can skip all troubles and get to my goals instantly...I am still gonna wait until my whole body gives up...Till then...

Photograph

A photograph tells many things...A memory....a smile....Laughter...Sadness....a photo is used to preserve all forms of memories..good or bad...in a piece of picture...so that we can remember what has actually happened at the spur of moment...A photo can make you cry...laugh...think..any emotion will be triggered by just observing and recalling a photo...It is always perfect...To be in a perfect and happy photo...To just stay in it..And savour the moment forever...