Two Sides

Having a mind with two totally different attitudes...Is seriously hard to manage..Imagine..One side loves to steal even though it knows it is bad...While the other hates to steal but knows about the benefits...This Bi-personality can seriously drive people nuts..And trying to regain control of both sides while they are at war...That is insane...it is like heaven and hell ..having war to regain control of something...and that something is trying to gain control of BOTH...insane...This split personality will drive people crazy and eventually...resulting suicide...My god...trying so hard...And still unsuccessful...Shit..

Let ME Clarify ME

ok...wanna know why i usually put my nickname as "Kayleb"....Every name means something...It is hard for me to explain...You really wanna know Click Here

A Small Push

In life when people forger unforgettable memories( like love, friendship etc.)..All it takes is a little push to make that person remember everything...A glance...A note...Or even a photo.. People can never forget the things that mean/meant the world to them..Even if they store their memories in places that even they do not know of..Just a small push will enable those precious memories to be evoked..You think moving on is possible...never...all it takes... is a small push...for that someone...to remember everything from the past...no matter how hard they try to forget about it..

It Is All Related

-Today is formed by the roots of yesterday-

Today...Present...Whatever you wanna call it...Always starts from yesterdays roots. No matter how hard we try to hide the past...it is still the "mother" of the present...Whatever we have done...whatever that we have spoke of...It will be imprinted in our deep memories forever...When we go to sleep at night...and wake up the next morning...it is still the thing(the past) that starts off every morning..and it keeps growing and growing...so...always try to avoid doing idiotic stuff/bad stuff....or it will haunt your memories forever...

Best Friends

Best friends for me?? I have none..instead of just best friends...(those who know who they are...Hope you are reading) ... They are brothers and sisters... Supporting me each step of the way... When i am down... to a totally fu*ked-up situation... they are always by my side... supporting me... and i can do nothing ...but just standing aside...and let them help me all the way through... i feel devastated... as i cannot return the favour to you guys.. i am deeply sorry... you guys helped me all the way... and i did not help in return.. I'd never did anything to deserve to be their friends... but still... even if you guys consider me as something totally insignificant and a foe...i understand... i always let you guys down anyway... But the bottom line is that ..no matter what happens... you guys will remain my brothers and sisters deep down in my cold blackened core..

Never give in to "moving on"

To lose things that you adore the most..That is something that all humans...cant live with...Friends may tell you to move on with it...But the paths that you take to obtain your desires...the bumps on the roads....and to just move on...f*ck that...Do people actually think that moving on will make things better...Yes..sometimes it benefits you more..but think of what you have lost...the sweet memories that has been recorded till the very end of space and time...It hurts to know that you are at the losing end... But aren't we suppose to fight on... till one day ( the day may not even come) we achieve optimum success..... Even when we are far away from our dreams and our hearts tell us that it is impossible to reach out... Deep down inside....if we truly desire our hopes and dreams... we know someday somehow...by faith or just plain god damn hard work... we will achieve it...

First Post

I sometimes think blogging is pointless....a total waste of time and useles...But i realize that this is one of the ways people can relieve thier inner feelings by penning things down on thier blog...Life is so god damn hard right now...and i dont think i can take it...so...i wanna let it all out...here goes...my first blog...